Monday, January 26, 2004

what is with these children?

sometimes I just can't believe that they are children. not of the revolution, babe, not at all. they are half children, on fourth babies and the last one - adults.

first question - who is like who?
children try to be like adults. they wear the same clothes, have make-up, make love, watch the same kind of pictures, play the same computer games, talk about whatever - just exactly as they parents and other adults do.
adults try to be like children. they wear the same clothes, have make-up, make love, watch the same kind of pictures, play the same computer games, talk about whatever - just exactly as they parents and other adults do.

second question - is the history circulating indeed?
once upon a time, it was the domination of adolescents. childhood didn't exist at all. any toys, any clothes, any personalities. only tools in adults' hands. to work or to get married... then things changed. children had the period when they could be children, they were given some space and time. next the revolution introduced some improvements. children started to have more time and more space than ever. after this short period and few great wars made by adults, children received more power to forget about the cruel past. now they have more space but no time for being children at all. they are everywhere, they conquere the world. however, they are not the future any more.

third question - where should I go?
being lost in fears, I can't believe in anything, find the right way. they seem to call for help although there is something in front of them that doesn't allow me to pass the barrier between my world of values and their wolrd of pleasure. they stopped on the moment of genital phase (Freud): 1. oral because they feel pleasure, want only to feel pleasure, oral = speaking whatever they think, they say loudly, they need to speak, they are by speaking. there is no super-ego 2. anal - they love possesing, they gather things around, different objects, space, they want to absorb your whole attention to make you their. hate sharing. 3. phallic - they are totally fascinated with sex and their bodies. don't see any disproportions, ugliness. they are concerned only on materia, spirit or soul exist only in books, however they don't read them so don't know. they are also full of fear relating their sexuality, they have complex of Edyp, Electra... therefore they are so urge to receive super-ego to forget about nightmares... ufortunatelly, super-ego has disappeared somewhere in the universe. children are imprisoned at the edge of this breaking through phase. cannot go farther. the way is forbidden. civilisation stopped at the age of seven...