lack of time?

upppsss! I have it again. A chronic lack of time. Although, it's funny because comparing the time I have now (time, let's define as 'private') with the time I didn't have about a half a year ago, I really have plenty of it. However, it's not enough. Maybe, it's a matter of a whip-lash which should swish over my head. I don't know. Perhaps, I'm just tired again. Falling deeply into my dreams, into imaginations, into visions... Would like to hang out, would like to sleep peacefully, would like to stop thinking for a minute. Can't stop realising things, analysing them, hipothysing, planning, changing, hopelessness...
That can be the kind of neurosis. I need a rest. A lot of it...

However, when it is a day without duties I can't stop thinking though.
Silence! Have my thoughts silenced!

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