Saturday, June 13, 2009


dogs love eating. my dogs have always loved eating. my present dog - a beautiful and smart bitch :) loves eating more than life... unfortunately, not all members of my family understand that she shouldn't even if she would eat till she could. so now, my doggy looks like a small whale with big ears or a big seal with great ears. and according to a fact that we have visited a vet, a diet has already started. I'm keeping diet of her, looking deeply in her eyes full of suffering and sorrow and I feel nasty, brutal, heartless. her sight is my companion in the way to the kitchen, whenever I prepare some meals I can feel that burning points on my back. I must be cruel to make her healthy. the question is - whether it is the same as happy... (I know, I know, healthy=happy so obvious, just don't let her be blackmailed, don't look into her eyes, forget about her presence wherever you go). o, come on! it's not my fault! look at you, big girl!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

something new


ok, I've decided to write more and more often - AGAIN!!! (promise made to myself to practise english more and more)

yesterday, I discovered another unwritten regulation of our social life - when it's raining people lose their ability to drive their cars.
it was raining heavily, therefore I drove home so long that I had almost an impression that I lived somewhere in the village or even closer to the moon.
an ambulance after another thousands, fast and loudly - great congestion of dying people...

when it's raining the other nature of people appear - they become weaker physically and mentally, rain makes them running like water, without any deeper thought. or maybe, behind the closed doors, looking through the window, we start observing our souls... just then some reflection appear, changed into tears escaping along the cheek.