English

I attend a course preparing for CPE. At the very beginning I realised that I do not know English at all. A discovery of the total emptiness of lexis or structures in my dizzy head was very painful. However, I'm working really hard, doing my homework, lots of exercises, listenings and so on. Everyday I try to focus on English. That is hard because of my work. Too much of English, of doing everything around it. I hope that my love will last forever.
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I won a contest arranged by Longman Poland!!! It was a very nice experience. I wrote a page about my teacher's life, answering the question "why have you chosen that job?" I had to spend about 3 hours, changing the thoughts, main idea, too personal, too cold and such. It was a very good exercise for me as a human being aware of the life way. So many questions. So many answers. I am lost again. I realised how much I hate about teaching at school and how much I am able to improve. Not much, really. Depressing. And those thoughts about the future. Again. Growing up. Yyyhhhhh.... "That's evolution, babe!"
Thnx Longman!