The great time – holidays!!!

Some reflections about present holiday:

This year is quite (quite) different. The whole world decided to involve me in few drastic situations, especially based on the subject “Life & Death”.

Most of the people who I treat as a family are attacked by several kinds of diseases. The nightmare of cancer, incurable, destroying, cutting the roots of human feelings enemy, with which the battle is already lost. Only can I observe the slow vanishing.
The medical system is broken down because most people working in are simply the lost in giant, handicapped machinery. They don’t respect human being any more; they don’t treat a life as a miracle. It’s the process of the system which is out of order. The end is always the same so what’s the difference what they do now? What should I think observing someone I love writhing in pain and the so called professional medical staff looking at the suffering with cold eyes, slurping tea, hanging on the phone (in private business), not looking for the origins of the pain but only killing it with popular drugs, only for a moment, only for “fuck off”.

More I walk on the earth, more I want to use the gun. Sometimes putting the gun to the forehead of a responsible one would be the way to persuade him/her that it means he/she is to do something. How many people would stay alive???