Monday, September 27, 2004

got lost

again... crossing the streets and cannot see anyone worth to be seen.
where is the spirit? where is the thought? where is the question?
why is this colourful mass of human bodies so colourless for me?
why are they only bodies without any souls, any ideas, any magic?
eating, drinking, having sex, going to the toilet, viomiting, sleeping...
the sense of life?!
who is the mad one? the one who is asking the question or another, actually everyone on a street, without this flash in eyes?
words without meaning, a lot of them today... sound long, technically, inhuman, any consignment, any consciousness, any creation...
what is the sense of asking about the purpose when we all drowned in unlimited mud of ignorance, sillisness, hopelessness?
my friend is used to saying: 'Jesus hates us all and especially me'.
stop and look around - who, the hell, is Jesus?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

'Jesus' is you and the way you live. Only you can decide wheter you hate yourself or not and how does your life look like.
Poor friend.. is he/she so unhappy to have right to say so? Or is it just meaningless saying?
There are too many people who don't belive in world anymore.. and you call it 'without this flash in eyes' while they just live without any hope for better tomorrow. Sad.. but sometimes impossible to avoid.

PeeS. Huh, this mean 'challenge'.. I do not remember English anymore aaa!

Niuta said...

I cannot say whether she/he has right to say that she cannot feel this holy spirit warming her soul.
I suppose that, according to the main idea that a man is free, he also has got a choice. The general division between the world and God (paradox) causes the choice more possible. It's connected with the responsibility and something Catholics love calling "hell". Unfortunatelly, "hope" doesn't solve any problems. People hope... The question is what they really expect from themselves, the world, the future? They can hope that everything is not in their hands and they don't need to take responsibility for anything. They are positive looking at others who think, realise, act. They hope to be in Eden after death, to cross the gate easily. They haven't had time for commiting sins. They have been waiting with "hope" and that's their role.
Believers can also be puppets.
In my previous post I didn't mention these millions without anything in their eyes as the atheists, of course. I mean that it isn't the matter of belief.
You can think and come to the edge of your route being a warm believer-not a hipocrit, of course. You can be a total atheist and know what to do, which patch to go on etc. You can be a believer with hope in your eyes and nothing more...

Anonymous said...

misunderstood.