I attend a course preparing for CPE. At the very beginning I realised that I do not know English at all. A discovery of the total emptiness of lexis or structures in my dizzy head was very painful. However, I'm working really hard, doing my homework, lots of exercises, listenings and so on. Everyday I try to focus on English. That is hard because of my work. Too much of English, of doing everything around it. I hope that my love will last forever.
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I won a contest arranged by Longman Poland!!! It was a very nice experience. I wrote a page about my teacher's life, answering the question "why have you chosen that job?" I had to spend about 3 hours, changing the thoughts, main idea, too personal, too cold and such. It was a very good exercise for me as a human being aware of the life way. So many questions. So many answers. I am lost again. I realised how much I hate about teaching at school and how much I am able to improve. Not much, really. Depressing. And those thoughts about the future. Again. Growing up. Yyyhhhhh.... "That's evolution, babe!"
Thnx Longman!
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- Niuta
- I am a female whose main purpose of life is to coexist with dignity and grace with other humans, observing, acting, always of emotions and empathy, learning every single moment. I am a teacher & I feel it, love it and I am really devote to it. Love working with youngsters - full of passion and will to live 100%. A list of my interests becomes open - love music, live-concerts, literature, art, dogs (cocker spaniels especially), nature, never-ending chats with open-minded people, motobikes, speedway, sherbets, Italian cuisine, London city, romantic comedies, documentaries, film festivals and taking pictures.
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Few years ago you told me, that there will be The Day, I will find the answer. Now, I'm telling you that there will be The Day, you will find the answer about your sensibility. Cause I don't belive, there is any other reason that may keep you at school.
You're the one that cannot be dead living. That's why you're fighting, not only with the system, but as well with yourself.
Luv. :* //iza.
Few years ago I had more power and belief that people could and needed change a bit. Nowadays, I am afraid that I cannot believe in it any more. Maybe - I have changed. Everyday I get up with a thought - what for? It is the first year I have met young people whom I do not like. They are shallow, rude, thoughtless, no imagination, no motivation, nothing - emptiness, they are happy with their arrogance and brutality.
I am talking to a wall, nothing can break it at all.
I am really confused. I have enough. I do not want it.
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