what about the friend who has already gone?

such a small creature who crashed our days by his leaving... he opened the door to the other side and just left, looking at us sadly and hopelessly. with this horrible understanding that nothing could be done. it happened almost a month ago but hurts until today badly. I'm even afraid that it will ever. the incurable disease - cancer which is eating all of material things inside, leaving no hope for untouched soul. the fatal observation of the every single day taking your love away. the farewell. relief. pain again.